1.18.2013

Forever Alone :')



我真的很讨厌我的同桌!! (╰_╯)
自私自利,推卸责任,做作,hiao,没主见 =3=
华语老师每个星期的其中一天都会教名句的
(我的同桌)以为今天老师要教 所以他问我有没有找
我说 不是你找咩? 
她说你找啦 
我直接说你写在黑板罢了不是? 他回答嗯
所以我就说 你写在黑板罢了 所以你找啦
他的语气很不爽的回我 哪里有酱的
我那个时候超级不爽!!不过我还要和她同桌超过半年所以我忍! 
我静了一下后就说 ok...等下老师问的时候我会和老师讲我没有找
我忍!!!

我在我班没有一个可以一整天在一起的朋友的
别人有,我没有,我 Forever alone -_-
她们需要我的时候就找我 不需要我的时候就睬你都傻
集会的时候也一样,Yk没有J的时候就排跟我
如果J没有partner的话 他就排跟J了 
当我是白纸啊?!!用了就撕 撕了又粘?!!
我在那班真的很不开心
 烂同桌,没真心朋友
只有虚伪的朋友....

今天早上,超过一半的人在班上抄mutiara bonda的东西
我也抄,老师查的时候 他要看kosa kata我根本不知道要找那个cerpen里面
我不会的字!我抄的时候都没人和我说
Ooi Seok Ngoh直接叫我站起来,过后他就问我sudah baca?
我讲sikit 她讲没有读会做 借谁抄的 我答不出
我很不爽!如果要说抄 全班都抄来抄去
她要骂的不只我一个人而已! 气死我了!!

全班只有我,Shi Khei 和 Celine 站罢了
她的节过了 
她讲minggu depan saya akan tanya kamu mutiara bonda ,kamu tiga jawab semua
鸡蛋! 我听到这个的时候我超生气!
就因为我不知道要找kosa kata的意思 所以要回答全部!!?
我又不是没有找 只是找错而已,我找他给的纸里面的kosa kata而已
我超级超级hate!! 

我觉得很委屈,同桌这样 老师也这样!!






























































































1.03.2013

Hello 2013 :)


Hellouuuuuuuuuu 2013 :D
I hope 2013 can treat me well :3

This year make me so stressful because I will be sitting for PMR exam soon :/
I scare I can't score with flying colours as well as can't reach my own target :s
Actually my target is 5A and above but I think I can't "hope come true" because some of my main subject
and other subject very worse /.\ omg 

I study at worst class this year, so unfortunately /.\
My class only have 28 students...very less ppl 
We all very sad to accept so less ppl but all teacher said tat it was more easy to start lesson in class
because she can saw everyone's CUTE face clearly -,-

I so hate my sitting position! -.- I sat in front tat means the FIRST row!! 
I hate die!!! teacher's table place in front of my table!ohno /.\
My table-mate very "responsible" because she was recognized as monitor zzZ
She always leave me alone and go out for something =,= 
Me Forever Alone arrr TT 
Is this fate? I dwan this kind of  fate /,\
Oh God please change it change it ! :(( 

She also din talk to me, she just talk to me when she has something to ask -,-
Otherwise is I ask her "wat time it is now?" like this --
Me so kind hearted lend her copy something when she come back from somewhere 
but she still treat me like tat  
Me always emo at class arrrrrr zz lonely and lonely =^=
She did her things and I sleep on table, we did our thing respectively, this make me emo and emo

Friends? my friends in this class a few only but we less chatting because I sat in front!
I also lazy move to backside to chat with them
Nobody bothers me at class /.\ 
Best friends? some of them didn't change their range and some up range then go A class lorr only me down range -,- 
We not same places study so our conversation become lesser and lesser 

Although at bus we can meet each other but also less conversation
Just like today, I sat alone at bus they sat with each other and leave me alone :s
Nevermind it's okayy, my school bag accompany me ^^


I hope this year treat me better 
I hope I can achieve my target
I hope my family happy and healthy 
I hope my classmate often talk to me
I hope my result for whole year won't worser than last year 
I hope my friends happy and together score high marks in exam! :)
I hope I can meet fb friends someday 
I hope all of the exam I can face it without any error 
I hope I can go back to "the real me"
I hope my table mate chat with me always!! /.\
I hope my friends in class don't ignore me and chat with me 
I hope all PMR candidates got straight A in PMR!!
This year is the last year we sit for pmr exam so we must study hard together :D